Yesterday, was the boys 9th birthday. WOW 9 years ago, I myself just turning 17 was in the hospital delivering them. I had no real fear, I knew it would work itself out. I had never been sure of anything in my life before. I was told Chris wasn't going to stay around, there was a part of me that didn't think so either. But he did and has stayed.
The saying "everything happens for a reason" is so true. I've been super blessed by my children.
Not only are they kind, gentle, and loving. They brought me back to church when they were only three
years old. At the tender age of three. Even though they cried as I took them to nursery and all during nursery they still wanted to go back.
Without them I'd be lost.
In the last 9 years I've gained over 90 plus pounds. Tonight it hit me, with that much gained I'm only killing myself in return it's only hurting my children and family. I would never want to hurt them.
In the last month I have lost 22 lbs. That's a start, but I'm super scared to gain it back. SO here's my plan.
First week: only walk top half of Chambers.
Second week: Walk top half, down a hill and back up the same hill.
Third week: Walk it all
Fourth week: work on jogging the top half then walk the rest
By the end of summer I'm hoping to run the top half as well as the bottom half.
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