Wednesday, June 29, 2011

battles of a fat girl

As I'm taking this weight loss journey, I have encountered feelings that I have swept under the carpet.
Well, now their seeping thru.
Personally, I like who I am. I'm secure in who I  am.  I wish I could be that gentle soft spoken classy lady.  But I'm not. I wish I was a size 2, but I'm not.  Are there days that I'm down because of my weight, YES.  But all in all I am who I am and I'm ok with it!! 
I believe in myself that I can and will do this.  As I'm in it for the long haul. 
As I'm going thru this journey I have notice somethings: I have a friend that acts  weird when I'm eating healthy. (seems like shes more insecure with my weight then I am.)(makes me ponder if were really friends) I have another friend all I want to do is eat with her.  I've been super emotional.. weird. Anyways, cheers to weirdness and my emotions. 

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